what am i up to these days?
last updated >> 20250318
currently feeling
playing >> ffxiv (please look at my boy!!) / mh wilds
watching >> alchemy of souls
reading >> nothing atm :0
fav playlist >> TMRH
fav album >> nothing atm
brain-rattling lyrics >> earthly delights - aurora
and when time at last consumes me
broken and unholylet my body wander
far away from here
you make for me a portal
eyes warmed up with sorrow
you always envied mortals
'cause we can leave
there is no god
in here without me, my dear
when everything dies
will you be lonely?
so lonely
so lonely
brain-rattling passage >> the silt verses ch. 31
"Why me?"
"It's a small town. Your key opens up the armory, the generator, and the emergency broadcast system. For any kind of sensible precision strike, you would be the first one to target."
"And you're here to what, kill me?"
"Mhm! Mm, no. A little more than that. I am here to kill your town."
"...who are you?"
"I am a living miracle, Sergeant. A hallowed relic, a saint, and a sacrifice. I bear my god's black and delicate marks of ink upon my flesh. I carry its fiery embrace in my wracked and ruined heart.
"Lo. Marvel at me."